Sabi ko kahapon kakausapin ko na siya ngayon eh. Kaso nahiya na naman ako nyeta sarap kong i-flush sa inidoro hahaha. Halos buong araw ko siyang nakita! Nasa room pa namin siya ng hapon kase may ini-install siya sa lappy ni friend. Huhuhu. Ni hindi man lang ako nakapag-“hi unspoken friend.” Konti na lang talaga masasapok ko na sarili ko kaso baka mapagkamalan akong baliw eh hahaha. Eh kase naman miss na miss ko na tapos lagi ko na lang pinapairal yung hiya huhu. I want to cry a river. Tas hinaharot pa ng isa kong kaibigan nakakainis. Ako hanggang ganto na lang letse. Anyways, nag-pe kami bandang 4:30 sa gym tas pagbalik ng coc, nakita ko siya sa likod. May kausap sa phone. Nalungkot ako bigla :( :( :( Baka kase girlfriend eh. Baka umaasa ako na single sya tas taken na naman pala. Abaaaaa matinde na yun. Lahat na lang huhu. Pero sana naman kase magulang lang niya yun, sana namimiss lang siya sana wala siyang girlfriend. Sana sana sanaaaaa. Hahahaha. 


I want you to wrap your arms around me so I feel your chest rise and fall with every breath, play with my hair and run your lips down my neck so I shiver against your touch, pull me close and let me fall asleep against you and I’ll feel safe


Hindi ko alam kung kelan ko narealize na gusto na pala kita. Hindi ko alam kung matatawag ko bang infatuation or crush lang to or love. Basta isa lang ang sigurado ako, ikaw yung dahilan kung bakit masaya ako ngayon at the same time eh malungkot. Sabi ko noon di kita magugustuhan kase mabait ka lang naman, achaka magkapamilya tayo sa org. Pero unti-unti yung nagbago. Masyadong mabilis yung pangyayari, na kahit ako eh hindi ko inexpect, pero unti-unti kitang nakilala eh. Hindi ka lang mabait, pero mabuti ka pang tao. Masarap kasama, may laman. Isa ka sa mga taong bibihira lang magsalita pero lahat ng sinasabi mo tumatatak. May pagka-misteryoso ka din. Ang sarap mong titigan, lalo na pag ang lalim ng iniisip mo. Minsan nangangarap na lang ako nang di ko alam, basta magugulat na lang ako kase iniisip na pala kita unconsciously. Sana kase ganon lang kadali to eh. Sigurado ako sa nararamdaman ko sayo, never pa akong naging sure, until now. Ang hindi ko sure eh kung ibabalik mo yung nararamdaman ko sayo. Kase hindi naman ako nagsasabi, nahihiya ako sayo. Pero hanggang asa na lang ba ako? Siguro nga yun lang naman kase yung pwede kong gawin sa mga panahong to. Basta yaena. Di ko alam gagawin ko. Kakausapin na kita sa monday. I miss you :(

Posted: 3 weeks ago Tags: letters  

You’re going to fall in love one day,
and you’re going to want to stay there.
It’s like waking up from a dream
and realizing you’re still in it,
even after the alarm clock screams like it’s hurting
and the birds sing loudly enough to break the sky open.
You ‘re going to fall in love one day,
and you’re going to watch yourself get left behind.
You’ll know when it’s coming,
but you’ll still act surprised when it does.
I don’t know what you thought was gonna happen,
baby, but this is it.
And maybe you’ll hold your breath
like you’re waiting for a different ending
and maybe you’ll hate your mother like it’s her fault
for not protecting you better
and maybe you’ll forget you even loved anyone else.
It’s okay, baby,
you’re going to fall in love,
and you’re going to eventually fall out of love,
and you’re gonna get better
and you’re gonna cry like you’re being reborn,
because maybe you are
and maybe you needed to break your heart
to realize just how big it really is.
You’re going to fall in love one day,
and it won’t hurt this time.
It will feel like a storm you
didn’t know was coming,
and you’ll learn how to dance in the rain again
instead of running away from it.

— Y.Z, you probably knew it all along 


1768 Notes Posted: 3 weeks ago Source: oh-teen-posts /

I promise to love you:

at 6 am when you’re waking
to go to work, to school, or whatever
road life takes you on;
and when you didn’t sleep well,
your hair is a mess
and your eyes are sleepy.

at 8 am when we say goodbye
for the day and you’re rushing
out the door with a cup
of black coffee, after finishing
a morning cigarette
when your lips taste like
caffeine and nicotine.

at 3 pm when you’re exhausted
from the day and people have
worn you out and you feel like
sighing, crying, and falling asleep
and escaping in afternoon dreams.
I will kiss your forehead,
and wrap myself in your arms.

at 10 pm when you’re heading to bed,
even though you won’t sleep for hours
and you’ll flip through all the channels
tired of dismal newscasts and re-runs.
Especially when we become a human knot
wrapped up in sheets and kisses

at 3 am when loneliness and sadness
do not destroy you, but consume you
and when you weep without an explanation
I’ll kiss your lips, softly and
tell you you’re the absolute best.
When we talk about life
and why winter kills the flowers.

I will love you when you grow old,
I will love you even after that
I will love you if I’m no longer here
I will love you
I will love you
and I will love you.

—AKR

— I promise to love you forever (for Louis) by Amanda Katherine Ricketson  

177792 Notes Posted: 3 weeks ago Source: -poetic /

I think people find cuddling so appealing because of how close you become with that person not just physically but in the sense that when you sleep you are at your most vulnerable. When you dream that’s the real you shining through and you let that person see that, to be there to hold and protect you. When you decided to share something like that you are showing that person how much you really trust them.

185 Notes Posted: 3 weeks ago Source: lostwithhiswords /

1238 Notes Posted: 3 weeks ago /

I just want someone who won’t get annoyed when I text them six times or in all caps. Someone I can go on long drives with and can sing along to the radio with. Someone I can eat pizza with at 2am and kiss at 6pm. Someone who chooses me everyday and never thinks twice about it.

398981 Notes Posted: 3 weeks ago Source: jessielou24 /

To just sleep in a car like this, with your best friend or boyfriend and not worry because its just you two and tomorrow you’re just going to climb out of bed and into the front of the car where you’ll drive off. Another day on your road trip together, living, laughing, loving.

To just sleep in a car like this, with your best friend or boyfriend and not worry because its just you two and tomorrow you’re just going to climb out of bed and into the front of the car where you’ll drive off. Another day on your road trip together, living, laughing, loving.

513322 Notes Posted: 3 weeks ago Source: grateful-sounds /